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]]> Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:11:37 +0200 el 7aseesh :S http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/08/26/el-7aseesh-s http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/08/26/el-7aseesh-s dlewa2t ana edaya btnamel mn asar el 7asheesh elle ana lessa sharbo now
aw mn 10 min
aw mn 15 min

a7aaa, edya bttzaflat walla eeeeeeeeeeh
w soba3i elle fael noss 7assas enno ma3a nafso
w dma3i' btnam3l  ts2a3
w rglaya bts2a3 w tnamel

enya bt3'amad
aw tana m3'amad delwa2t
a7eeh
ana f 3alam tani
w baktb keda w 7'alaaaas
ana f 3alm tani
2edaya monfasela 3n gesmi wallahi w shayef shasha sooda w eedi ffoo1 w mayla shwya
wel keyboard ta7ti
akteb mn 3'eer ma3'lat
ana delwa2t 7asas enni tayara
aw mash 3aref ezzi
aha
3refpy
ana shayef kl zayayer el keyboard 2odamy
w ahhayef edaia kaman
elle msh ashayfo
a  msh 2ader ashofo
el shasha elle 2odami fel 3alam el waq3i
aw ele 2odam ifle 3alm ya3ni

el dma3' di fe3lan mm 17la el dma3'at elle 3amaltaha f 7ayati
w heya esmha .... dmaa3' faradani
w fel takeef
3ala 7'amsa w 3shreen darage  lfoo2
el nharda el gmoom3a w msh faker youm kam

el dma3' di zi elle kanet 3and hlaal
awel dma3' leya

ana delwa2t bafata7 3nya . a7a ana msh faker el wa2t elle 3amalto feeh

ana bada2t el dma3 el sa3a 6.39

delwa2t 6.59

a7aaaaaaaaa
el sa3a 7.15
katabt kalam kteer hena ta2reeban
w madostsh save after continue
ana raye7 asha3'al sexxxxxxxxxxxxx( el fondo2 ya m3lmmmmmmmmmmm):D

.............................

ana wenta aya 7bibi 2
efra7li w hat bosteeeen
ana wenta 7abeeebi
efra7li edeeni bosteen

tab wa7da wa7d wl
balaash kol eda
7eegi marra wa7da latgaennne keda law dah el nzem m3ak bel shaklda ma2darsh 3aleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

enta 3aaaaref mn sa3tha ro7t ba7laam bek kaman ( lamma bados 3al back smpace byt3bi w yfsd el dma3'

ana msh hadoos bavk space tanny sorry....
a7''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

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]]> Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:00:14 +0200 Lost ChanceFeeling fool that's all I get I went all the way and I don't regret Oh my god that's a piece of shit I haven't started yet but I wanna quit Billions thoughts sitting in my mind Searching for a place even I cant find I looked like a player a http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/08/01/lost-chancefeeling-fool-thats-all-i-get-i-went-all-the-way-and-i-dont-regret-oh-my-god-thats-a-piece-of-shit-i-havent-started-yet-but-i-wanna-quit-billions-thoughts-sitting-in-my-mind-searching-for-a-place-even-i-cant-find-i-looked-like-a-player-a http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/08/01/lost-chancefeeling-fool-thats-all-i-get-i-went-all-the-way-and-i-dont-regret-oh-my-god-thats-a-piece-of-shit-i-havent-started-yet-but-i-wanna-quit-billions-thoughts-sitting-in-my-mind-searching-for-a-place-even-i-cant-find-i-looked-like-a-player-a Feeling fool that's all I get
I went all the way and I don't regret

Oh my god that's a piece of shit
I haven't started yet but I wanna quit

Billions thoughts sitting in my mind
Searching for a place even I cant find

I looked like a player and I was so proud
I meant to score a goal but it went to crowd

This happened too fast and it went on a glance
I really blame myself, I do want another chance

I see this happening again and again
I donno what to do to forget this pain

This doesn't seems to heal but it worth to try
This may be meaningless but it's better than cry

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]]> Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:56:48 +0200 I'm Here.. http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/06/07/im-here http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/06/07/im-here I'm Here, My Home, my sweet home, questions in my mind.
How to think, how to feel, I don't know, is this real.
I woke up once, found a big man, has lots and lots, but don't know what he can .
It's miserable, so terrible; there isn't any kind of a plan.
Decided to leave, decided to escape, leaving things on my back.
but all of that, left obstacles on my track.
It feels pain, it feels sad, maybe I don't know what I had
I'm still here, fighting against my fear.
Don't know where to go,

Where to run,
Where to escape from this damn thing.
Don't know what's good, bad, I'm gonna drive my self mad
I'll leave, but I'll be back, wait for me my wack

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]]> Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:55:24 +0200 It... http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/06/07/it http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/06/07/it It's time ... it's a passing time u don’t know why it's passing around you, all you can do is still at your place, maybe consider going there or then. But it's almost nothing at all. Today I heard about a book named "Eat, Pray, Love" .I think that I'm in a bad need of a book of that kind. I'm in a not good status. Really, I don't feel well. It's 13/4 12.00 am. Now I can cry lots and lots but i don't. Why? Because I don't know the reason. I think I'm gonna follow the way that the author of the mentioned book followed in writing her book. This way is to talk to Ur self. And let Ur self reply you. Without any additions. I can't continue any thing, usually i fail in the way. I really want to hug my self and tell it" don't be sad, i feel you. I feel you more than anybody else. I don't wanna any body to hurt you or even to touch ur feelings. Aaaaaaaaaah , ya rabbi ana msh 3aref a3ml eh . ana bgd t3ebt . leeh kedah . ana 3amalt eh . 7aram elle ba2oolo bass da 7aram . :( msh 3aeref a2ool eh . fekrak tyeb eh elle mday2ak ?? )

 

2ool enta .. :

 

7areem ?

Floos ?

Pleasure ?

Pressure ?

Kabt ?

Nfoor mn zmailak ?

7ases ennak makrooh ?

7ases ennak tyeb w kwes w 2albak abyad awii ldaraget en el nas msta3'ella da 3'alat.

7ases enno makansh nefsak abdan yeegi el youm elle ye7sal feeh keda w t7ess bkeda?  ( elle foo2 )

7ases ennak msh 3aref t3ml 7aga ?

7'alaaaas

Ana t3ebt...

I want to look deeper in myself

Just wanna try it, maybe it works

Suicide maybe works too but it's 7aram, and it also may not work.. then there will be no way to try something else...

 

Ok, I g2g... we may continue

 

I'll miss you

 

Byeee.

 

I'm back , after I wrote byee 1 min. :D

Really , mom came in , mom don't understand me, bass heya tayeba , awi , w bt7ebbak fas7', w bgd iza laqadar allah ya3ni hattmna el ayam di trga3 tani , enta lessa el 7amdullah , msh 3awez aktb. Ok

Fine

Byeee bba2a :D .

 

22/4/2007

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]]> Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:51:57 +0200 NOW http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/04/09/now http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/04/09/now aho ana delwa2te 2a3ed, waraya mozakra , 7ases bsh3oor 3'areeb , msh 3aref a3ml eeh , 3awez a3mel 7aga w msh 3aref heya eeh, humm, w ba3deen , w a7'retha , hehe , ma3rafsh :D. adeeeeeena 2a3deeeeeeen.

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]]> Wed, 09 Apr 2008 02:09:35 +0200 I W a n n a D i e http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/04/05/i-w-a-n-n-a-d-i-e http://3ashoor.nireblog.com/post/2008/04/05/i-w-a-n-n-a-d-i-e


I really wanna die. Sometimes I think that all this life is a mistake, a miserable mistake.

I'm sick of being ignored, abandoned, neglected, hidden of the world. In fact that I donno what is there in the other world, the second life. But maybe it'll be better than that, it deserves sacrifice. Wanna give up hope, wanna reach my home, my mind's home. Am I a bad person? Am I made to make people sad or to play a bad role in there life? Am I a psycho? Do I have to be taken care of? So what am I? or I'm not for this world, there is much better than me.I donno. Why is my life? Why me? Why not to die? Will people be sad when they know about my death? I'm nothing, what shall I do. Do I deserve this life? Is this life is a gift or a punishment? Questions and questions with no answers……..

..........

It's hard to understand what other can think, so don't make my words affect you, consider me a nasty boy hallucinates a little.

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