Feelings from deep insinde me.

I'm Here, My Home, my sweet home, questions in my mind.
How to think, how to feel, I don't know, is this real.
I woke up once, found a big man, has lots and lots, but don't know what he can .
It's miserable, so terrible; there isn't any kind of a plan.
Decided to leave, decided to escape, leaving things on my back.
but all of that, left obstacles on my track.
It feels pain, it feels sad, maybe I don't know what I had
I'm still here, fighting against my fear.
Don't know where to go,

Where to run,
Where to escape from this damn thing.
Don't know what's good, bad, I'm gonna drive my self mad
I'll leave, but I'll be back, wait for me my wack