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Feelings from deep insinde me.

Category: Feelings

26/08/2008 GMT 2

Link

mohsaas @ 05:11

http://m.ashour.googlepages.com/Poems.rar

el 7aseesh :S

mohsaas @ 05:00

dlewa2t ana edaya btnamel mn asar el 7asheesh elle ana lessa sharbo now
aw mn 10 min
aw mn 15 min

a7aaa, edya bttzaflat walla eeeeeeeeeeh
w soba3i elle fael noss 7assas enno ma3a nafso
w dma3i' btnam3l  ts2a3
w rglaya bts2a3 w tnamel

enya bt3'amad
aw tana m3'amad delwa2t
a7eeh
ana f 3alam tani
w baktb keda w 7'alaaaas
ana f 3alm tani
2edaya monfasela 3n gesmi wallahi w shayef shasha sooda w eedi ffoo1 w mayla shwya
wel keyboard ta7ti
akteb mn 3'eer ma3'lat
ana delwa2t 7asas enni tayara
aw mash 3aref ezzi
aha
3refpy
ana shayef kl zayayer el keyboard 2odamy
w ahhayef edaia kaman
elle msh ashayfo
a  msh 2ader ashofo
el shasha elle 2odami fel 3alam el waq3i
aw ele 2odam ifle 3alm ya3ni

el dma3' di fe3lan mm 17la el dma3'at elle 3amaltaha f 7ayati
w heya esmha .... dmaa3' faradani
w fel takeef
3ala 7'amsa w 3shreen darage  lfoo2
el nharda el gmoom3a w msh faker youm kam

el dma3' di zi elle kanet 3and hlaal
awel dma3' leya

ana delwa2t bafata7 3nya . a7a ana msh faker el wa2t elle 3amalto feeh

ana bada2t el dma3 el sa3a 6.39

delwa2t 6.59

a7aaaaaaaaa
el sa3a 7.15
katabt kalam kteer hena ta2reeban
w madostsh save after continue
ana raye7 asha3'al sexxxxxxxxxxxxx( el fondo2 ya m3lmmmmmmmmmmm):D

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ana wenta aya 7bibi 2
efra7li w hat bosteeeen
ana wenta 7abeeebi
efra7li edeeni bosteen

tab wa7da wa7d wl
balaash kol eda
7eegi marra wa7da latgaennne keda law dah el nzem m3ak bel shaklda ma2darsh 3aleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

enta 3aaaaref mn sa3tha ro7t ba7laam bek kaman ( lamma bados 3al back smpace byt3bi w yfsd el dma3'

ana msh hadoos bavk space tanny sorry....
a7''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

01/08/2008 GMT 2

Lost ChanceFeeling fool that's all I get I went all the way and I don't regret Oh my god that's a piece of shit I haven't started yet but I wanna quit Billions thoughts sitting in my mind Searching for a place even I cant find I looked like a player a

mohsaas @ 21:56
Feeling fool that's all I get
I went all the way and I don't regret

Oh my god that's a piece of shit
I haven't started yet but I wanna quit

Billions thoughts sitting in my mind
Searching for a place even I cant find

I looked like a player and I was so proud
I meant to score a goal but it went to crowd

This happened too fast and it went on a glance
I really blame myself, I do want another chance

I see this happening again and again
I donno what to do to forget this pain

This doesn't seems to heal but it worth to try
This may be meaningless but it's better than cry

07/06/2008 GMT 2

I'm Here..

mohsaas @ 12:55

I'm Here, My Home, my sweet home, questions in my mind.
How to think, how to feel, I don't know, is this real.
I woke up once, found a big man, has lots and lots, but don't know what he can .
It's miserable, so terrible; there isn't any kind of a plan.
Decided to leave, decided to escape, leaving things on my back.
but all of that, left obstacles on my track.
It feels pain, it feels sad, maybe I don't know what I had
I'm still here, fighting against my fear.
Don't know where to go,

Where to run,
Where to escape from this damn thing.
Don't know what's good, bad, I'm gonna drive my self mad
I'll leave, but I'll be back, wait for me my wack

05/04/2008 GMT 2

I W a n n a D i e

mohsaas @ 01:11


I really wanna die. Sometimes I think that all this life is a mistake, a miserable mistake.

I'm sick of being ignored, abandoned, neglected, hidden of the world. In fact that I donno what is there in the other world, the second life. But maybe it'll be better than that, it deserves sacrifice. Wanna give up hope, wanna reach my home, my mind's home. Am I a bad person? Am I made to make people sad or to play a bad role in there life? Am I a psycho? Do I have to be taken care of? So what am I? or I'm not for this world, there is much better than me.I donno. Why is my life? Why me? Why not to die? Will people be sad when they know about my death? I'm nothing, what shall I do. Do I deserve this life? Is this life is a gift or a punishment? Questions and questions with no answers……..

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It's hard to understand what other can think, so don't make my words affect you, consider me a nasty boy hallucinates a little.

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