Feelings from deep insinde me.

I really wanna die. Sometimes I think that all this life is a mistake, a miserable mistake.

I'm sick of being ignored, abandoned, neglected, hidden of the world. In fact that I donno what is there in the other world, the second life. But maybe it'll be better than that, it deserves sacrifice. Wanna give up hope, wanna reach my home, my mind's home. Am I a bad person? Am I made to make people sad or to play a bad role in there life? Am I a psycho? Do I have to be taken care of? So what am I? or I'm not for this world, there is much better than me.I donno. Why is my life? Why me? Why not to die? Will people be sad when they know about my death? I'm nothing, what shall I do. Do I deserve this life? Is this life is a gift or a punishment? Questions and questions with no answers……..

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It's hard to understand what other can think, so don't make my words affect you, consider me a nasty boy hallucinates a little.